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I'm a basket case today.
I have to go to the dentist and I'm terrified.
I lost part of my filling on Thursday night and I need to go have it repaired after work today. I know it'll have to be redrilled and I'm completely freaked out, because they'll have to use novacaine on me, and I've never had that done. Because when I got the cavity that the filling is in, I was 13 years old and the dentist used that laughing gas stuff on me.
Also part of the problem is that I haven't been to a dentist in a really, really long time. First it was because I didn't have dental insurance and couldn't afford to go. Then when I got a new job and got insurance I didn't want the dentist yelling at me because it'd been so long. So I just kept putting it off and putting it off. Luckily, I've got good teeth. Haven't had a problem since that cavity when I was 13. Doesn't stop me from being terrifed that I have no choice but to go today and have the guy yell at me. [sigh]
And this on top of having a really crappy weekend. It's been raining here since Thursday and while it's been great to melt all the snow, the barometric pressure has been playing havoc with me. I've had headaches since Thursday and all I could do was lay around all weekend because I felt so crappy. It was the first weekend since Christmas day that I haven't been able to watch the new Sherlock Holmes movie. :-(
And then there's my new SPN story. I'm just over 20,000 words in now and Jensen and Jared are finally on a real first date. I've got them sitting down to a very romantic dinner that will lead up to their first kiss...and my mind has gone completely blank as to what I want them to talk about at dinner. I'm completely stalled. ARGH!
So yeah, it hasn't been a great few days and I'll probably throw up from nerves about the dentist I'm so stressed about it. [sigh]
I hope all of YOU had a better weekend than I did!
I have to go to the dentist and I'm terrified.
I lost part of my filling on Thursday night and I need to go have it repaired after work today. I know it'll have to be redrilled and I'm completely freaked out, because they'll have to use novacaine on me, and I've never had that done. Because when I got the cavity that the filling is in, I was 13 years old and the dentist used that laughing gas stuff on me.
Also part of the problem is that I haven't been to a dentist in a really, really long time. First it was because I didn't have dental insurance and couldn't afford to go. Then when I got a new job and got insurance I didn't want the dentist yelling at me because it'd been so long. So I just kept putting it off and putting it off. Luckily, I've got good teeth. Haven't had a problem since that cavity when I was 13. Doesn't stop me from being terrifed that I have no choice but to go today and have the guy yell at me. [sigh]
And this on top of having a really crappy weekend. It's been raining here since Thursday and while it's been great to melt all the snow, the barometric pressure has been playing havoc with me. I've had headaches since Thursday and all I could do was lay around all weekend because I felt so crappy. It was the first weekend since Christmas day that I haven't been able to watch the new Sherlock Holmes movie. :-(
And then there's my new SPN story. I'm just over 20,000 words in now and Jensen and Jared are finally on a real first date. I've got them sitting down to a very romantic dinner that will lead up to their first kiss...and my mind has gone completely blank as to what I want them to talk about at dinner. I'm completely stalled. ARGH!
So yeah, it hasn't been a great few days and I'll probably throw up from nerves about the dentist I'm so stressed about it. [sigh]
I hope all of YOU had a better weekend than I did!
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