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agt_spooky ([personal profile] agt_spooky) wrote2008-10-14 07:46 am

Thanks, and some SPN musings

I wanted to thank all of you for words of sympathy and the hugs for the loss of my friend's father yesterday. It was a rough day, as I sat at my computer last night and cried as I tried to sign the guest book at the funeral home's website. How do you sum up someone's life and what they meant to you when you only have 250 words? It was nearly impossible.

Missy and her mother have decided not to hold any type of service, and on one hand I can understand, as they have family and friends in Illinois, Wisconsin, Arkansas and Florida. It would just be too difficult to arrange something that everyone could attend. On the other hand it makes me sad that I won't have a chance to say goodbye to Ron.

Both Ron and Marge were involved with a wildlife rehabilitation center in Arkansas, which Ron talked about quite a bit to me over Labor Day, and Missy is asking for donations to the center in her father's name, which I think is a wonderful thing.

Looking back, I think it was fate that I was able to go up to Wisconsin with Missy that weekend and see her parents after so many years. That even though I didn't know it, Ron's time was drawing short and I was given a chance to see him one more time. So thank you, to whatever higher power gave me those four days.

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In an effort to take my mind off of things last night, before I went to bed I put in my favorite SPN season one DVD, with Home, Asylum, Scarecrow and Faith on it.

I started with Home, and wow, what an impact that scene with Mary and Sam makes now after seeing In the Beginning, with us finally understanding Mary's "I'm sorry" to her youngest son.

And just a random thought - but do you think Jenny and her kids continued to live in the old Winchester house? I mean, Missouri (miss her! want to see her again!!) told her once that the place was clean of spirits and it wasn't. I'm not sure I'd believe them after the second time! I think I'd be looking for different housing ASAP.

Oh, thanks for voting in my "Favorite episode of Season Four" poll yesterday, everyone. In the Beginning is only beating Lazarus Rising by one vote! It's a close one! :-)

[identity profile] sonicbookmark.livejournal.com 2008-10-14 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I think this is a week from hell or something.

*offers sincere but lame virtual hugs*

♥♥♥♥♥♥

[identity profile] agt-spooky.livejournal.com 2008-10-15 08:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I think this is a week from hell or something.

It truly is. First Missy's father, then my friend partners4life's cousin and now my friend stormheller's aunt. And the lady that worked at your building, too.

This week needs to be over with. Now.

*offers sincere but lame virtual hugs*

Not lame at all! The hugs were just what I needed. :-)